When my kids were little…
I was under this impression that once they were all in elementary school…
It would be my time to take on a grand new venture.
I had this idea that I’d be less needed…
And would therefore shift my attention and focus elsewhere.
Although it was never my intention to be a stay-at-home mom…
I have never for a second taken for granted what a privilege it has been to have been present for so many incredible moments and milestones.
Simultaneously, however, I’ve always felt my ultimate purpose was deeper than simply mommin’ and taking care of a home.
Teaching, writing, and coaching are huge passions for me.
I’ve always loved providing hope for others, helping them see what they’re capable of accomplishing, and expressing my thoughts in the written word.
For the past two years, I have focused most of my energy on just that.
Others.
Life, however, is never predictable, and recently…
As exhaustion was hitting hard, and I just felt unaligned…
I took a moment to pause, tune in, and listen.
Although the realization wasn’t exactly what I wanted to accept…
I had to admit that although business was picking up, and I was making so many wonderful connections…
I had these kiddos at home, who even though, are no longer babies…
Were needing their mama more than ever.
Who knew, by the way…
That the preteen and middle school years…
Would require mom more than the baby ones!? š
While I’ve been spinning my wheels on all the ways I can help others…
All the ways I can teach and comfort and encourage…
I have had individuals in my own home space… right in front of me…
Ones in which I brought into this world…
Who have been desiring those exact needs.
I have to tell you…
It’s quite an interesting feeling to believe you’re meant for something so much bigger…
While simultaneously knowing you’re just where you need to be.
Once I accepted the truth of this…
And stopped trying to fight the balance that wasn’t balancing…
I’ve felt more aligned than I have in a long time.
I feel closer to my kids…
I feel more comfort in my home…
I find myself connecting more with others who are experiencing similar seasonsā¦
And I find the right people being drawn to me. Whether as a client, friend, or both.
Life is interesting, and our bodies are so wise.
I have learned over the years that when I’m tired…
And things feel harder than usual… harder than they should…
There is always a reason, and those feelings shouldn’t be ignored.
While my 1:1 coaching, Thrive Tribe Community, and book groups will continue…
I have had to accept that it’s not my time to be filling my nights and weekends with events.
And that’s OK!
We never know how our education, knowledge, and experience will be utilized.
And it’s everchanging.
But in this season of life…
My teaching degrees…
My health and life coach certifications…
And alllllll my life experiences thus far…
And oh boy, have there been many!…
Are being shared within my home, and with my family.
And how beautiful that is.
Believing in us, always.
